I Feel like
I always want the one thing I can’t ever have more than anything. I have never felt this way about anyone, and the fact that they don’t feel the same way literally drives me insane.
Sometimes I feel as if everything will be okay. That the pain I endure is just a phase. That soon it will vanish. Then I start to overthink again. And the sadness comes back. And consumes me. I start to lose hope. I hate this feeling. It attacks me when I’m at my most vulnerable. When im alone, and lost in thought of what has happend, and what could have been..
